Update
Ive been working, a regular corporate type of work. Im happy with it. I never thought i will go back working again but i have to, its life. Everything has been not going so well either before this, so this is my option.
We might be getting married next year, nope were not engaged but it has been the topic.
Im getting back with life, friends, family and my ever all time love, shopping.
Tolerable enough though.
This year has been tough, but it made me stronger, made me choose better.
People publicly telling their happy, especially you, i know you are partly, but i know that you’re jealous. I can feel it.
Funny when i feel that you’re sad coz i outshined you yet once again. It will always be the same around you. You know what, im game. Not every single part of you is envious enough. Im bad. But it was enough to make me hate you forever secretly.
There were ups and downs this year. Life wont be challenging without the downs of life so im fine.