Happy Pill

Why? Why do you have to be such a downer? Negative person? Unjust? Unruly? Unlikely?

I don’t get you. You say things I can surely backfight you, but I don’t want to. I know time will come I’ll surely will say it upfront.

You keep us and yourself from being happy and contented. Can’t you just be grateful of what you have become?or what you have right now? It’s not much but it’s far from where you were before. I just don’t get that from you. Is it jealousy in you?

I don’t get you, depriving all of us from what we do. I don’t get that you say we don’t have it, we’re broke, this is what we only have, blah blah. But how could you Sponsor 2 college kids? Adopt almost all neighborhood? And buy unnecessary stuffs? If you just earn enough, why bother dream to sponsor one from every family? Then you go strictly budgeting your own family? I don’t get you.

I don’t get it. You want to build your home. But you can’t because we don’t have it. Probably right. But can’t you save your money buy cutting off buying random costly things?

I don’t get it. You say help him. He’s busy, he has too many things to do, so help him. When I said, “if he was that busy, how come he has time to go partying having time with friends late at night?” why be quiet and not say anything? Coz i’m right? I know I am and you just can’t get it.

I don’t get it. I heard you say you want to make him brave or strong. What you do, does it make him that or the opposite? I say teach him the hard way. You just don’t get it.

I don’t get it. You say we’re broke. Why maintain 2 cars? Oh, wait, I get it. I remember you want to go back to your place with two cars! Funny, coz you act the way what you don’t want to see from others.

I don’t get it. You say you don’t care about the neighbor but there you go peeking through the windows. Oh, what happened to you was a lesson. Hope you consider it as one.

I just don’t get you. All these years, I never really got you. I think I never will. You’re indifferent. That’s what I hate about you. Sometimes that’s what I like about you, but majority it’s the opposite.

I miss coming home. But when i am home, I miss being out. I just don’t get it. I don’t get you. I don’t get life, What it brings, what it doesn’t. It’s a challenge. You are a challenge.